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These few days spending with her after our break up is as if we have patch back.. but deep down i know we didn't.. all the hurt she gave me is gone in a split second whenever she is with me.. she said she will come to a final decision one day.. i let her be and very confident of it.. for i know she still love me.. i know her feeling for him is just a crush.. today, she told me she had decided.. decided she won't choose anybody.. is her i know.. she want it to be fair.. but is it really fair for me? she told me she is happy with me.. she felt so loved by me.. but why is she giving up on me? it all because she love herself more than any of us.. she doesn't want to take up the responsibilities or commit to anybody.. she feel the grass is greener on the other side.. is good to think this way.. but it is not reality.. everybody know the grass is never greener on the other side.. for the grass is only greener at where you are standing..
Things came to easily for you will end up you letting it go easily.. but good things doesn't come everytime.. treasure what you have.. for what you have now may not be what you have tomorrow.. Life is short, live it to the fullest.. live it with no regrets.. Live with happiness every moment..
To be frank.. i had live enough.. i had my dreams fulfill.. i am not a greedy person.. the only regret i have is i unable to spend my life with you.. I will stand firm.. i will stand tall.. i will stand here to wait for your return.. i will still love you like before.. for my love will never change.. if one day you truely realise the grass is actually greener over here.. you will understand what i really mean..