Finally i got drunk last night.. it was a good feeling.. i know everybody is trying hard just to entertain me.. i am sorry about it.. i want to thanks my best buddy.. philbert.. for sending me home.. i want to thanks jeff, TC, anthony, andy, fristene, mei jun, sharon and tertia.
Last night for me is a happy yet sad moment.. i cried.. but no tears flow.. we have know each other for 2 years and 5 months.. and we have been together for 2 years and 1 months.. today is the anniversary for us.. it is also been 2 months ever since u left.. i was glad you have walked into my life.. it maybe sad to see you leaving.. but i never regret holding your hands that night.. never regret our first kiss.. all the moments we spend together.. looking at your smile.. our last hug.. the very last hug to bid goodbye.. i never know when will i able to see you again.. but you will always in my memories..
Be it 2 months.. or 2 years.. or 20 years.. here i am.. standing here for you.. loving you.. i know i pissed you off time and time again.. i know i am stubborn.. i got so many bad habits.. i know deep down.. you going to leave.. but i hold you time after time.. in the end.. i realise you won't be happy if i keep holding on.. that the main reason why i let you go even if it is my birthday.. our anniversary.. nothing is more important than your happiness..
I want you to be truly happy.. even if it will be hurting.. i can see you have already move on.. the chapter of our love story had stop.. you have my blessing.. from the bottom of my heart.. i wish all the best for you.. please do take care of yourself.. knowing you are weak in your nose and throat.. and time you will faint easily.. that knight unable to ride his white horse to protect you anymore.. to fend off all enemy..
Please let me cry one more time for you...