As usual, i was drunk last Saturday.. cried once again for her.. now i know.. my tears will just flow for her whenever i got drunk.. but knowing my guys will be coming.. i quickly dry my tears.. Thanks Anthony for sending me home..
Been drinking everyday.. for the past two months.. perhaps coming to three.. had spend around 6k on just alcohol alone.. who care.. so what.. everybody know money means nothing to me.. i sign on is not because of money.. but passion.. yet now is no longer what i want.. what i want now is freedom.. i want to leave singapore to get out of this sad place.. i don't have the intention to come back anymore.. i want to wander in the world.. i come alone and i will go alone.. i don't wish to find anybody to accompany me.. be it i be alone my whole life..
"A Pisces is very emotional and always allows himself to be very emotional. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work & always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always looks at other people faults, but he will not talk about it.
He has the ability to know your thought & able to tell you what you are thinking about. He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets & he will keep them to himself & will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man & careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not greedy man & as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream & make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
He is kind & slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. Hates rules & regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy & can b very aggressive when he is mad.
He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world & surround by nice pple, so if he finds his world is cruel & not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy, & it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling & help other people especially those who need friend or lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work & can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his chances.."
Finally make TC drunk.. yet he vomitted in my car.. damm.. have to wash my car.. wasn't really happy this few days.. went bowling in the morning.. and my average score able to beat the rest easily.. have been rusty as i haven't been bowling since quite sometime back..