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This trip that I am taking is a long journey.. I have no idea when will I ever come back again.. still saving up and preparing for it. Despite staying late at work everyday, which I don't do it in the past.. as I always rush off early in the past.. hoping to see her.. to spend time with her.. But since i unable to make myself to bury with works, I should leave and change a new environment.. Leaving my work place.. leaving Singapore.. going far away to the world.. to see different things, to change my perspective of life, to learn other culture. Money is no longer an issue to me.. Time is.. I want to travel the world while I still able to walk..
Right now.. I am sorting out and trying to settle whatever i have over here before I leave.. I once promise her.. I will be single.. even after we break off.. for she is the last woman i will love.. to be the happiest woman is to be a man's last love.. she is and will be my last love.. I once pray to Gohonzon, our feelings are real.. She is the one for me.. We will be together forever.. No sign shown to me, but i did hope for the answer to be yes. But now.. answer is clear.. indeed I am facing leaving after break up.. smiling yet still continuously to search for her.. one who had left me.. one who won't appear in front of me again...
雨中的了悟
如果雨之後还要雨
如果忧伤之後仍是忧伤;
请让我从容面对这
别离之後的别离
微笑地继续去寻找
一个不可能再出现的你
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