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Chat with her on msn.. and found out i am nobody in her heart now.. as i am just a ex-bf.. i was down and therefore i went drinking again.. i am no longer in her heart for there someone else.. she is happier than before.. looking at her photos she took recently.. she had make a right choice.. so much so i love her.. but i unable to provide her anything.. they get to chat, meet up and etc.. but none for me.. i bet he even got a chance to celebrate with her for her birthday.. and she said she never think i will buy her anything, therefore there no need for me to celebrate with her.. tried asking her out times and times again.. yet everytime i got the same answer.. "let see how it goes.." is all she say..
If is not because of my family who is there.. i bet i am no longer here.. yet right now.. i can't move on and i don't wish too.. i really miss her alot.. but she won't give me a chance again.. i know that day i let her go.. i will lose her forever.. that is also the day my heart, soul and mind is dead.. that is my birthday.. my 26th birthday..
To love someone truely is to let her go despite how hurting it is.. seeing a couple together even if how good or how much i love/like that gal.. i will not give a chance to break another relationship up.. is never easy for a couple to be together.. but to break them up is too easy.. right now.. i only wish to be with her.. but i know that is only 1% of chance.. but i won't give her up..
can someone help me to end my life please?
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