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i been drinkIng everyday.. Do i really want this kind of life? To be frank.. Who want? Everybody wish to be with someone special in their life.. For me.. That special someone is gone.. If there a chance again.. I will never let her slip again.. But will that day come? I never know.. I will just be alone and wait for her return..
Everyday for me is so lonely without her.. I really forgotten how to smile.. In my mind is only her and all those sad love song.. I knew this day will come.. I have already tried to hold her back.. But it is useless.. Today i didn't contact her at all.. Even i saw her online.. I didn't message her as well.. I know even if i do.. She will just continue to ignore me.. So is really pointless.. Deep down i know where she stand in my heart is more than enough.. Hope she is happier than me.. I will never know, how happy she will be, therefore i make my life miserable so that no matter how sad she will be.. She will still be happier than me..
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