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A long lost friend call me up to invite me to his wedding.. actually is two long lost friends.. sad to say.. I'm so sorry.. I just feel I should not appear there for your wedding.. be it whoever.. so long you are from that religion.. that culture group.. I will avoid as much as I can and stay away as far as I can..
Why? Alot of you is wondering what went wrong.. yes, I used to be from that religion.. that culture group.. a strong active leader at that very point of time.. and since as appointed as the black sheep in the group.. i shall leave and never ever return..
Yes, you guys may say you don't put the blame on me anymore and hoping I will return one day.. ya.. try harder.. and hope longer.. I won't means i won't.. nobody can ever change my mind.. For you guys only listen to one side of the story and one of you even eat back your own words.. Till date, i never ever share my side of story to anybody except one.. For I know that one I told to will not go around to tell anybody. Even if my side is been heard by you guys.. I won't bother to go and figure out if that impression change.. Since I have left for 5 years.. I see no point in returning..
We are now from two different world.. Yours is the bright.. my.. not the dark.. but the grey.