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Love is about mutual love, unconditional love..
Meet her today after work.. she first words to me is that i smell nice.. at least my effort didn't go to waste.. we head to bugis since she intend to take her skirt.. we have dinner there, duck rice.. as she commented that she is very hungry.. when we are crossing the road to the kopitiam, i hold her hand.. after crossing the road, she pull it away.. after dinner, we head back to bugis junction again by crossing the same road.. she stand slightly far away.. but i walk up to her and held up her hand to cross the road..
After getting her skirt, i help her to carry the shopping bag.. she say is fine and wanted to carry herself.. i said, if you want to carry.. carry my hand.. and i put my hand on hers.. she look at me and i can tell that she doesn't want me to do that.. But i still insist holding her hand.. While heading back home, it started to rain and she is feeling cold.. therefore, i pass her my sweater.. and i asked her to take a nap since it is a jam on ECP. i quietly put the ring into her bag.. she feel abit warm at this point of time and remove the sweater.. i turn on the aircon and she felt cold again.. she cover with sweater again.. but this time, she held my hand tight and fall asleep.. i felt love and warm.. when we are reaching her place, she asked if i am cold.. and i replied that i'm not as she is there to warm my heart.. I feel that there still love in her for me.. I so happy..
After parking my car, we chat awhile in the car.. we kissed.. passion kisses.. i really miss her badly.. and she back into my arms.. my heart is completely heal at this point of time.. but i'm wrong.. totally wrong.. she not.. after sending her up.. she say she not yet return to me.. and asked me not to waited for her.. but i told her i will wait no matter how long.. she replied that it might take years.. I told her i don't mind waiting so long she return to me.. I asked her does it mean anything to her whatever that happened in the car.. she say it means something but she just doesn't want love anymore.. my heart break again.. she found the ring and intend to return to me.. I done so much for her yet this is all i got..
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