180707 morning..
it seems like i have to let her go.. i just feel like jumping into the sea and be drown.. simply just end my life.. i really see no purpose in life anymore.. i am not stupid by doing it.. but i really don't see my future without her.. If life means to be alone.. why do we need a partner in life? To be frank, i spend up all nights ever since we break up, without meals perhaps only dinner and now falling sick doing her a gift.. our 17 months annversary gift.. I also spend all my saving, efforts and time to search for the things that i need for the gift... but she said she doesn't want anything from me.. it break my heart and all that i had done seem to went down the drain.. i never ask much from her.. just a simple care and concern and love for me..
She firmly doesn't want this relationship anymore.. i give myself 1000 days to prove that i will wait for her.. this 1000 days end, my life end.. i'm sorry for my family and friends.. i have let them down.. this is my retribution.. i once cause a couple to break up but they got married in the end.. now my relationship break up.. but it won't get back anymore...
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