4 more days will be our anniversary but she choose to leave today.. she left. Her heart no longer have me.. there is a 3rd party involved.. It really break my heart when i have a nightmare last night that she out with that guy.. when i told her about it.. her expression is different from usual.. that is when i realise that is not a nightmare but is real.. couldn't believe what i had heard.. she asked me what she do will make me leave but i asked her if she will be happier if i let her go.. and she say yes.. she also mention that i too good for her.. my heart sink.. my goals and dreams is shattered.. my life is empty now. No sense of direction anymore.. Why since i'm good and they doesn't want to grab me? I tried holding her back but she ignore me totally.. Yet, i will say the same.. i will wait for you no matter what.. i will love you till my last breath.. forever loving..
For whoever going to take care of her, please give her more time to do her things.. she love to drink like sprite, green tea and barly.. she like to eat chilli crab, chicky rice.. but only white chicken breast meat.. and ban mei but ban mei without seaweed and not cook too long.. durain but only as a fruit.. she got no patience to teach.. she like cats.. she love shopping and buying shoes and clothes from Guess, Zara, Mango, Aldo, Heatwave, VnC.. Movies not really for her.. she like to rub her eyes too much in the night, try stop her doing it. she used to have flu every night, make sure tissue is by her side.. she always drink water before she sleep.. make sure is ready for her.. cover her with blanket to prevent her catcing cold..
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