3 more days to our anniversary.. i cried.. once again.. seems so useless.. can't even win back my own gal.. woke up at 0755 just to morning call her.. and rush down to her place hoping to fetch her to work.. but her dad is there.. and he is fetching her.. so in the end, after having breakfast with her and her dad.. as her dad still have no idea that we broke up.. i head to do servicing for my car.. during the servicing, we chat through sms.. and she firmly want to have a clean break.. she is tired of commiment.. asking me not to look for her anymore and leave her alone.. my heart is been stabbed when i heard this.. i really tried to ask her back.. but i guess her feeling is not there.. why she so cruel to dump this beautiful relationship? Everything is so perfect.. why just can't we hold on to it? Since she tired.. just have a short rest before we continue.. but she insist to break up.. i holding on because i saw something beautiful in this relationship.. that why i want to have it.. it is not something that you can find in anybody.. but only you, Kelly.
You know something? I keep all the messages that you have send me ever since we are together.. everytime when i'm alone, i will look through our photos and the messages you had sent.. but now i guess is only one-sided love.. never expect you will be so heartless the next moment.. if i knew this going to happen, i will not tell you about the nightmare i have.. i will rather i'm the one suffering than letting the both of us suffer.. Nobody will be happy about the break up.. other than he who is wooing you.. i did everything you want.. i give in everything to you.. all i need is you in my arms.. my door will only be open for you and you alone.. I want to thanks you for bring me the happiest moment in my life.. because of you, i found meaning in life.. now that you are gone.. i lost the meaning to live..
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