Feeling hungry.. feeling cold.. didn't have my dinner at all.. no mood to eat.. feeling very down.. we somehow quarrel again over the phone.. she is pissed with me.. she is sick and tired of repeating herself.. now, i can't even write my thoughts down.. as she will be unhappy and pissed with me again if i wrote some unpleasant stuffs in or things that involve her.. for there are quite a number of people reading my blogs.. i'm such a wimp.. being a guy with no pride.. no ego.. for love, i have already given them up.. do you really think i love to cry? my tears simply just flow.. cause my heart hurt so badly.. this is the worst heartbreak i ever have.. My tears doesn't flow just for anybody.. i am not a crying baby at all.. my whole life, my tears only dropped for two people.. one of them is you.. Below is a poem which i just wrote for you..
My tears flow like the river,
Empty cold shell on the shore..
My feeling speaks like the sky,
Raining with thunder storm..
I'm totally wounded and fatigued,
Seeking for your shelter..
Living in despair..
But not in pity..
Quietly, i wait..
Cigarette accompany..
Promise you I’ll quit..
But not without you..
Dare not to dreams or hopes..
Dare not to love..
If time can really prove..
I'll prove my true love for you..
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