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Kind of sad today as i unable to accompany her for suntan as i need to work.. thanks Stanwin for taking care of her. In the past, I will just get jealous if she just hang out with a guy alone.. but now.. no longer so.. In a relationship, there need to have trust..
Kind of screw up at works.. things doesn't run smooth at the beginning.. but soon enough, the pace catch up and things isn't that bad after all.. Happened to stand right in front of the soka holding area today.. but things were different.. I no longer looking from a participant or trainer point of view.. What i wearing and representing is different as well.. I do miss the time i used to have in soka.. but am i able to go back to where i used to be?
Looking at my past photos and now.. I have changed alot.. not just appearance alone.. but my thinking and character as well.. I'm no longer the same.. which is better? The past or now..?? It hard to weight as there are pros and cons.. but there one thing for sure is that everything changed for a reason.
I have catch a cold.. and in a foul mood as i miss her badly since i can't get to see her today.. she having interview tomorrow.. looking at the time, it should be later in the morning.. hope things went smooth for her.. Really wish to see her tomorrow as next week will be too busy and exhausted by the time i ended work..
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