Here i am again.. didn't sleep the previous night.. last night only catch an hour of rest.. I don't call it sleeping as my mind is still full of her.. still can't help thinking of her.. i normally smoke 4 sticks a day.. and was cutting down.. but yesterday till now i have smoke a packet of 20.. she finally manage to answer my call last night.. So happy to hear her voice once again.. it really smoothen my heart.. but sad to say is that she doesn't want to talk much and keep insist of hanging up.. I have no choice but to let her do so.. it is really heartbreaking to see this love turn out this way..
I have started to think of negative side.. have already find life is meaningless without her.. how do i live without her.. the only way that come to my mind is simply just end it.. i have no regrets about it as I already have the most happiest moment of my life.. and it is that 13 mths and 10 days with her.. there nothing much i asking for.. yet the only regret that i will have is i unable to have a family with her.. You may call me foolish or childish.. but it is because of love that i born.. and it shall be because of love that i end..
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