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Morning, i went to see her, in the end she got pissed with me for not calling her before head out of my house as she is still sleeping.. We carry on for lunch and she wanted me to head back as she need rest.. i fine with it.. and ask her if we are confirming meeting at night.. again, she reply " see how", as she want to accompany her mum if her mum is at home.. if not she will meet me.. in the end, she go ahead and had dinner with them and decided not to meet me.. I quite jeslousy about it. I wish my heart can be more open with it.. but my mind keep running wild and i have no mood to eat even though i am very hungry.. well, this new friends of her have make me quite insecure.. but i cannot stop her from meeting them.. that will be too much if i do. I only have to bear with it. She had stop tagging at my blog.. wish to see her tag again.. miss her alot.. perhaps i hold the string too tight till she hardly breathe.. i will try to let go a little so that she will be happier and our relationship will stop being rocky..
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