231106 - sleepless nite..
she busy again.. and here i am writing the same old stuff... still awaiting for her promise to be fulfill.. well.. these few days she jus keep saying.. "i busy, call u later" , "is late, i call u tml" or "tml ok? i promise u tml". drag and drag.. wait and wait.. she drag.. i wait.. am i pushing her too much? or am i had no life result in this.. is so vexed..
Once again she given empty promise.. "sorry" is all i got.. so heartbroken.. feeling so disappointed.. feeling so down.. Miss her so badly.. I know she there but just can't be with her.. the kind of feeling is so hard to use words to describe.. Tomorrow suppose is our movie date.. and i guess is cancel.. don't think she remember about it.. Sat she out with her friends while i have to work.. and we can't meet again.. the only chance left is sun.. really hope can see her on sun.. it been two weeks and i only able to spend a day with her.. sighz.
I just hate to smile after I cry.. But do I have a choice? i can't let her get worry.. I can't give her pressure when she have so much to carry.. everything seems so lost.. seems so blur.. i unable to smile like the past.. unable to sleep well..
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