20-21 Nov 06
At night, mike and isabelle wedding at orchard hotel.. almost a year that i didn't participate in any meetings, trainings and etc from soka. feeling is kinda of weird.. even thought so much wanted to see all the familiar faces.. i managed to catch up with some of the guys, vitaya and wei hao.. is really a long long time.. things changes.. feeling don't seems to belong in that group.. am i still the old me or the new me? all the feeling i have is the past.. yet what they doing now is the present..
On 211106, me and her went to town.. to have our fav lemon grass clear tom yum soup.. but the dishes is not that great today.. After shopping and about to head back to car.. she noticed mod done on to my ride and got angry with me for spending money on the car.. I got pissed and drove like a mad driver.. i never step up to 5k with my new angel.. yet today i did it.. after send her home, we stay outside for a long chat... i break down in front of her like a child.. not that i am weak.. but just something been kept in my heart for a long time.. for that she know..
On the same day.. she ban me from mod my ride.. no choice but to listen.. guess the theme for my ride have to throw and keep in the store room.. wish she allow a little bits of cheap mod..
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